7.4.13

heart disease













you are a thing.
you are a thing?
yes, you are a thing.
a thing among things
a thing in association with things
in a world where
there are not
very many things
no,
cold brick walls at sunset,
the colour yellow,
every time turning left into oncoming traffic
every laugh expressed as a series of staccato inhalations,
every thought of existential permanence
all aspirations thereto
hard won front splits
your flavour of spontaneity
a measured conservatism
rejecting stagnators like bad organs.
that perfume you used to wear
a thing,
a thing among things
every regretted cigarette
burns just a bit too long
your dad's dark, sunken eyes
unhappiness, happiness
heart, heart disease
a distended heart cupped in green gloves
most trips to the dictionary,
whenever it gets too much
even the slightest desire to masturbate
you are a thing