18.4.14

Harvest Moon




Let's say it's 1am
you're on
'the wrong side of the tracks'
these kids say it's
'the wrong side of the tracks', smirkingly,
from the other side
of the tracks.
Anyway there's this building.
the main floor, it's shoppes
and the concrete pavement heaves up
through the cracks
come tenacious weeds
twiggy and indestructible
indifferent to the seasons.
There's this liquor store
it's open til 2am
hardened tradesmen
pull their trucks up
with blank faces,
they pause
before going in.
There's this butcher shop
it's open til 5:30pm
bone saw,
grinder,
chopping block,
cleaver.
There's this shop
dowdy purple curtains wrinkle
and break unevenly in the windows
it's a handjob joint
men in chinos
look back furtively
before going in.
There's this vacant shop
it's always closed
exposed wires hang from junction boxes
throwing long claw shadows.
Outside, the lettering glued to the awning above, since,
has tanned into the vinyl
cracked, has peeled off, has
aged into powdery crumbs,
blown away.
once every few weeks
come people, have muted conversations
outside it,exchanging business cards,
concerned expressions.
An abandoned bar at the corner of the building
has a sun bleached 'for sale' sign
taped to the glass door with translucent brown tape
rust drips down the diaper stucco when it rains.
Above the shoppes there's these apartments
one's got this dog
it yelps
along with its owner,
as it pleases
when the sun is down.
Across the hall
there's this couple
they're having a hard time
and like
like I just feel like I've been wasting my time
and what are you going to do about this?
Then there's an apartment from which
nothing much issues
except,
every couple hours
after 6:45pm til' late
the click of an opening can,
then nothing.

re spite




'Leda, how you been?
I'll be in town
in a few weeks'.
this makes you think some nasty things,
but just
keep them to yourself.
authenticity is so
demanding.
You'll find that I
plucked my feathers,
discover that I've
become hardened
in strategic places
I'm seamless
in the dark
I'm a liquid
in the crook of your arm
you're shaking
you're spilling
I'm waterproof,
stainless
ya know.